Caving In.... O_O

I finally caved to P90X..... finally decided to start a p90x/turbo fire hybrid, mostly just subbing in fire workouts for p90x cardio, and throwing in some hiits..... IM SO FREAKED!!!!  :/ P90X is very intimidating but I know I can do it. I have been working up to be able to do this, and now, RIGHT NOW, is the time. I started on Monday May 16th. EVERYTHING BURNS!!!!.

So as always I have to put down goals :)
For now I have only this one. That I will make it past the first 30 days, the point that most women who start p90x do not pass.

Is it gonna be hard? Uh yeah!
Is it gonna kick my ass? UH YEAH & I I LOVE IT!!!!!

Crazy yes. Lazy no :P

So who's ready to see me BRING IT!?!?!! CUZ I SURE AM!!!

Sighs...

So I totally feel very down at the moment. I am so ticked this weight isn't coming off no matter what kind of workout I do or what I eat. The scale just won't budge. I have upped my workouts and calories accordingly, I am not sure if I am losing inches as I only do that monthly. Hopefully the end of this week, when I measure, will bring happiness. Until then I will continue pushing. For instance today I did zumba for an hour and a half and weight training for a half an hour. So maybe all this hard work will pay off sooner rather than later. Now off to ddo :)